Life is something short and dramatic , today i woke up with tears stinging my eyes , all i can think of is how bad i miss you , Life here without you is unbearable . I can't imagine how much you've changed , grown , and laughed while I've been gone , i love you . Today is the marker date of when my Birth mother seperated me and my sister , but i know one day ill be able to hold her back in my arms . Today my fathers dear friend is in the hospital for surgery , and Today i am 19 , have a full time job and still think to myself how can i be so childish ? , I have a problem , i like to enjoi life the best i can, but i want love , i don't know why , but my ff aren't cutting it anymore for me , i need to be able to cuddle after , i want to be able to smile and not regret after , i don't just want to be THAT girl they do. Today i've kept the way you left it , and i found all the things we build to burn them down , lyrics by the latency ! I've counted how many days , months and years I've been in a coma , just going day by day , not actually living . Can you say that you have friends , but be the lonelyest person on this planet? i can , its funny to think that i cna have so many "friends" but somehow be alone most of the time , i see more of my ff then "friends" , yes im a skank deal with it , i have two days off during the week and lately ive been fooling around with ff's or alone , can i even cal my "friends" friends? , i don't know , lately my head has been one major blur , one massive pain and one immense sorrow , la dernieree fois tu a pris ton coeur et le mieu , tu les a emmener trop loing , rammene le moi Marie-mai lyrics Pour effacer nos larmer se sentir vivant , pour une fois laisse danser tes doights sur ma peau.
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