Obsession

If you want me to listen whisper
If you want me to run just walk
Wrap your name in lace and leather
I can hear you
You don't need to talk

Let us make thousand mistakes
Cause we will never learn

You're my obsession
My fetish, my religion
My confusion, my confession
The one I want tonight
You are my obsession
The question and conclusion
You are, you are, you are
My fetish you are

You can kiss me with your torture
Tie me up to golden chains
Leave me beggin undercover
Wrong or right
It's all a role play

Let us make a thousand mistakes
We will never learn
My obsession : Cinema bizarre


Wensday , the middle day , the day that usually finishes befor it can even start ,well then... so today i was loking over my planner , yes i have a planner , i have to , theres is just so many people to see , to hang , to hookup with and so little time , and add in my job , oh and my babysitting ....then add the people i wish to see more then others, saddly i barely see my best frands ..well sam and emma and tay i see often , but its not enought ><... croline , well all i can say is that thank god for unlimitted texting and no minutes after 9 cuz were none stop on the p[hone togetehr:P...and like gahh its panick if i havent tlaked ot her atlest once during the day , might seem drastic , but she feels worse, if i havent replied to a text sent after ten minutes she calls ><...how i love my love :)..then theres Melee, saddly shes horrible at keeping in touch :( even tho were best friends.. but i try to clal her atlest once a week , wich blows cuz i wanan tlak to her more but you know , not to push it ... and theres alos Nae , saddly i talk to her maby once every know and then on msn...wich blows , cuz well we were so close and then bam school starts and well yeh...no details.....and well theres also my friends that i tlak to somet9mes alot more than i tlak to melee or nae..o.O scary i know and it blows , like kailtyn , caitlin ,tristan,amy,leah,raizel,niki,sarah,sara, ect..too many but saddly sometimesi tlak to them more then i tlak to my bestf riends :(... but its also an aweosme things cuz i know no matter what i haev someone there for me:)... okay so on a more umm Maree note..... me and someone , i cannot put any names only certain people know about him , and yes he does go to west ><... well we've been getting close, and last year he was like one of my clossest homo's ><... ahaha its a joke , and no i am not a homofobic...so yeh as i was going on , we've been talking alot lately about going to the next level , and this weekend we will , im nervous cuz i don't wanna fall for him , but being friedns with benefits is going to be hard , i think.... cuz well were such good friends , and liker hes really cute and shit ... but i dont know why im scared and nervous , i feel like i almost like him in a bf kinda way o.O.... but yeh , right now im waisting time cuz we were talking on msn , but he had to go do something ... probly jack off ...haha EW , joking , god i hope he doesn't read this , i might kill myself if he does , worst part is it wouldn't surprise me , cuz he might seem like a jerk or like a sexual perv( well that he is but thats why i love him) haha , but like he's really a great guy:)... saddly tho , no one knows except , Emma,Sam,Caro,Niki.... hahaha Niki's reaction was the funniest i must say " WHAT, WAIT , WHAT?!?!?! OW, EWWW ><..WELL...NO ...MAREE!!!!" Funny i know... Emma's was a more sensitive to me reaction ( <3) Sam was like " O.o , are u being serious?" ....well he is back online good night my babay makerts

Pce&Love
Maree

Walked home

yes it is the famous omg u walked home o.O.... hahah , so i just got out of the hottest shower known to man kind , the tower of water splashing my every essence , aniwais , why am i telling you this you may ask..werll i walked home with a sprained ankle and a t-shirt ..fun, i know your totally jealous , well im way to exausted to write but i thought i'd let you know , who ever you are:P oh and it only took my an hour and fifteen minutes to walk home , awesome aint it?

Pce&Love
maree

Carp Faiiiir

Yeeeeehaw , yeh thats the only hick sound you shall ever hear me say ><.... anywais , last night i went to carp fair with Tay,Emma :) and well everyone i saw there technically so lets see people who tackled me was , Amy,Jamie,Pat,Niki,Barbie girl ( forget her name) , people who hugged me , ah fuck this migt be looong , Natahniel,Peanut,Daniel,Warren,Amy,Sawer?, Cheeks,hairy nipples,Chad,Jess,Allie,Gabby ,Kayla,Leah,Raizel,James(shorty),Deeandruh,Catie,Caitlin,Kailtyn,Tegan,Riley ( omg omg i finally met the one and only , shes actually very tall , but omg gorgeous , teehee ), Sarah,OMFG too many too many!!!! i quit ><.... and i saw some people who were either drunk high or both , those people i will not mention they dont sdeserve it , like respect goodbye much ? lmao , like i was like why would u doo that?? dumbasses, anywais , soo Gavitron,Stand up swirl thing , Polar express, 1001 Nachts , Ferris Wheel ,Strawberries and sex , those were amazing , oupps sex ><...hahahaha it was a jolly old time and omg i met Duncan , the one penis i havent touched as he says ><... lmao he was hilarious , we tlaked alkot , hes a very horny boyy anywais .... sand i wrote PENIS =LOVE on his van window :) it was written witha broken glow stick juice, mouahahahahaha , lmao , im an evil genuise, and i won a pity prize wooot:) ... we played and this game , and i spent 10$ cuz i truly wanted the puppy stuffy , and wehn he's like another game ( may i say he was FRENCH , yah beat that :)...)....i was like no sry , then hes like , why did u keep playing ?... and i was like ( points to puppy) and he gave it to me!!! yay :)...... lol , anywais i'm a city girl lost in the fields and hay , someday i might find my way back to the downtown core , but for now hick fairs and pity teddy's is all i need :)

Pce&Love
Maree

Everybody move

C'mon and move your body, move your body body
C'mon everybody, everybody move your body

No, no body stop e-verybody move
Get up and dance, get up and dance
Move your body b-b-body
No, nobody stop e-verybody move
Get up and dance g-get up and dance
Move your body b-b-body

It's going down tonight
The ladies looking right
Dressed up with fancy shoes
Tight jeans and sweet perfume
The lines around the block
But we just walk right up
We're here to make a scene
Cause were livin the dream
Tonight, tonight, were gonna do it right so
G-Get up and dance : Faber Drive <3><... im acutally pumped!!!! okay so im obssesed without Faber's new stuff it's amazing , and i got an early copy of their new cd WOOT:) , thats how awesome it is to have a cousin in the business :) he said its my belated b-day present since hes like 5 months late lmao , sooo yeh ... and tomorrow its maby carp fair again , or lansdown park , or Hull yay:) and im planning to spend all my weekend with my bestest loves :) Emmi,Sam,Tay,Caro :).... and im hopefully seing the rest at carp fair aka Caitlin,Kaitlin,ect...lmao couldnt care know im too hyper to write names down ><... so me and Emmi are going to go for our tattoo appointement this weekend also , its to finalise a price, where and how biug and then place on what date we want it done:).... can't wait:)
p.s the pic is from when the Latency and Faber Drive were at the Ex taken by yours truly <3

Breathe

I'm paving new ground
Won't see you around
I'd love to burn this town.
I'm watching it drown
Watch it drown.
If you please
Excuse me while I breathe in
I feel that now this room is getting smaller as we speak
When I'm gone
What will you be thinking?
Will you find this place is just too hard for you to breathe in?
It's too hard for me.
I can feel
Every word this town has spoken
Can't you see
All the things they wouldn't let us be?
Breathe : the latency

Shabammmmmm , its wensday , finally only 2 days till the weekend :) it's carp fair weekend ( excitement??) , hahahaha im no hick imma city girl , Quebec city to eb exact ><.... and well i love things like the carnival and Huge things , but carp fair wasn't my type , it was fun do not get me wrong but eh, i couldnt care less , the only reason im going is because im seing some old fwends there:) and were getting CRUNK , yeh Me partying , u know it , haha all sumemr i was like nahh fuck parties but it's cuz it isn't my age group it was the youngings, ahah joking , but it wasn't like fun , itt was gay , like omg lets all get drunk , puke and pasas out , haha i like the more lets drink , not now our name and fuck kinda parties , wow imma slut ><... i was joking , i like the "fun" parties ><><... haha if u get my drift :).... and oh man i havent in sooo long im soo happy he wants to ><..... so yeh and well my dad wants me to invite a friend to come with us to the biggest thing ever at landsdown pak its like shopping mania this weekend , but i dont know who to ask , i would ask Caroline , but the odds of her coming are slim to none , Nae is probly planned with her friends , and well im sure Caitlin is none stop at the fair all weekend ....gahhhh , Fml.... but you know what speaking of Nae and Caitlin , i knew we would drift , but to the point that i feel like im a bother... ouch much?... like Caitlin texts me once every few days ( obviously we talk for a while><) but i havent heard from anyone eleze no one else texts me :(.... it sucks , i feel like everyonje from west isn't part of my lovers anymore.... does it hurt yes, whats gonna happen?...god knows , im probly just gonna turn my head and get over them :(... lmao.... like seriously i feel like even my best friedns artent there for me these days... fuck my life ><

Pce&Love
Maree

Cha-Ching

It started on the Real World
A hot tube full of hot girls
Grindin' every frat boy and freak

Line up all the Idols
Who paint on phony smiles
Tryin' to ride the fast track for free

Who's the Biggest Looser
I'll bust the biggest boozer
Bigger ratings for MTV

All the sole Survivors
Still stranded on the island
Lying through their teeth for money

So everybody dance, everybody sing!
If you wanna go far, if you wanna be a star
Yeah we can swing it, Cha-Ching
When you take off all your clothes, when you strike a Play Boy pose
If you wanna go far, if you wanna be a star
Then you gotta bring it, Cha-Ching

Cha-Ching by Hedley :)


Today has been an akwardly eventfull day ,i worked 7 to 12... then my dad picked me up , we went to the clinic for his eye stuff , well me and my mom went to carlingwood to shop while he waits and does the ey exam stuff, i bought this awesome journal thing made out of Panda poo , yes panda poo , might sounds gross but whatever right?...its really cool looking and awesomely unique:), after that we went to metro with a blind daddy , funny i must say , the eye drops had an effect and a half on him ><...and at the metro i saw Scott Sewell :) i see him once in a blue moon , but for some odd reason today when i saw him it was like taking a plugde into cold water on a hot steamy day , it was refreshing and it made me feel extremely girly and happy to see him , and we talked a little , planned to hang out soon wich is good , and i think that us being friends might work this time aorund , there won't be any Alicya telling us shit froim both sides ><...and he did look extremely hawt today ...oh no...oh god..... do i have a crush ?? o.O....... moving on befopr i say something again ..lmao.....so now im home thinking , and i finalized my tattoo , wich i already told Nae bout and Emma and obviously my rents, its 2 Bows on each wrist with Maryse , and Josh ritten on them :).... Maryse is my 14 year old sister ( i haven't seen her in 5 years saddly).... and Josh my 13 year old brother , who lives with me><... and is currently in GERMANY, i know the one country in the world he goes to that i liiiive to visit again someday ... gahhhhhhh , anywais , this weekend is carp fair , i am suppost to go , but umm , im might not.... so i leave it at this to my readers haha well to myself i guess ><....Carp fair...no carp fair????

Pce&Love
Maree

Septummmmmmm

omg , my best friends birthdya is coming up :).... immm soo pumped for it imma get her the best gift ever and a piercing ><..... i can't say what im getting her because i think she may read my blog ><.... she wants to get her vertical sternum , i say thats dumb :).... lmao , cuz her mom would trip balls at me o.O.... and it's enough that she thinks im the one who like killed Nae on the first week of school last year by saying what you lookiong at bitch ?... ohh boyyy , but it's cuz it was hell week , and i hated it trust me , but being a grade 12 at the time if you didnt atlest say something to a grade nine you were like an outcast :(... wich i was anywais:(.....other than that i became best friends with " who u looking at bitch gilr" lmao.....so yeh , and at her b-day imma get my septum , lmao whyy not , right?....and gosh today i started work at 7:15 , yes very gay .... and i finished at 12..... it was really long because im sick and things seem alot longer when your sick .... so i wanted to knpow my hours for the week and guess what they ddint write anything , so i was like SWEET:).... but in case i asked what are my hours and days.... they said "i don't know...." DUMBASS much??... so im going to call tonight and ask again if i get the same responce im not going into work :)... lmao
well my chickenfingers are ready....

Can i Smile?

soo yesterday i had a girls night , well tristan was there but it';s all good he's girly enough to be called a girl at this point ><.... we were all suppost to go to hockey sushi , but Tegan and Nae dont enjoy it , and Caitlin,Caroline Jacci,couldnt come:(...so we went to lone star..wich wasnt all that great to be honest, but i was happy to be around my close friends , so when we got back Kaitlyn came and joined us wich was fabuloso :)... we all went and tried to rent miss march and college but the chick and the grocery didnt beleive i was eighteen , like WTF???.... so then we left went to mccuen ( written wrong deal with it><) and rented the unborn and pineaple express , the unborn was very jumpy , but really lame in the end...pineaple express we wacthed 30 minutes of it and stopped it was really lamoooo :).... so we went upstairs and ecicded the sleeping arrengements , but for some odd reason me and kaitlyn were umm , well no one wanted to be with us , and yes we both wantd to be like k , well we shall sleep togetehjr but kaitlyn cant sleep with someone who snoers :(... aka me .... ugh i hate it:(.... makes me feel akaward...nywais so yeh ppl were making it a HUGE deal to sleep in the same room as us :(... and like i got upset still am actualy but nywais not the point , so then katlyn slept in mah bed with renae, and tristan and tegan my brothers room ... i on the other hand was on a couch :).... but eventually ppl didnt care i went in my bed with a past out renae , she was snoring wichj was really funny , and kaitlyn went with the others.... so when morning came i wasn't in a good mood ... and well im still not , cuz Caroline on of my childhood best friends was suppost to come this weekend and meet everyone and i had all this awesome shit to do with her , but she bailed on me , surprised no... disapointed yes....and now im sitting alone at home wondering what to do with myself....my comfort ... an ex boyfriend on the internet chatting away and telling me how much he misses the bitch from town :(... lmao.... but yeh Nae had sort of invited me over , but then megan called ...and well she invited megan over instead ... so i was like ouch much ??... tho she said i couldnt come cuz her parents were sick and shit wich sucks , but then i log on to fcebook..... and her status clearly states that meghan was over ..... yes i feel hurt but i was already hurtingalot today and lately , i feel like giving up again, but atlest ive learned not to run away ... but to actually try to make things better , but right now all i need is the comfort of friends and family , wich neither is here , and neither actually care at the moment.... my eyes are once againa bloodshot red and puffy , my cheeks stained rose , and red lips, i keep asking myself if being happy is to much to ask....

Nap Time

sooo i just woke up for a looong nap , havent been feeling my best , i got really sick this morning ,but i had to go to work...figures right..... so i went to work , and when i got home i tried to eat...didnt go over to weel :(..and i went to bed at around 2...it is now about 5:40.... why am i up you ask.... well my dumbass of a mom decided she wanted to have loud music while she cooked :(.... sdo now im up , this time i only got sick twice instead of like 4937497 times :P.... so tomoorrroooow is going to be superfrajalasticexpicaladocious kinda day , yes i know i used the longest work veerrr:P.... but thats cuz im seeing some of my really good friends....( i have a thermometer in my mouiht oh joy).... anywais as i was saying ... tomorrow friends :):):):)... so yeh about 6 of my friends are coming over , and we are going out to this new sushi place called Hockey Sushi , ( yes name very weird ).. but it's going to be super fun:):):)... what suskcs is that i don't have myu wonderful camera so i can't take pictures , i sure do hope that one of them brings a camera><.....

well im off to beddy byes

Pce&love
Maree

Blissful Tears

This once was a smile
you took that away
your smirk leeding me astray
the touch leaving me with
Blissful tears

i couldnt change my mind
i couldn't even try
losing you was like everything i wished had gone into the fire
lost in the ashes
i will try to find
those memories that i had to hide
blisstering the night sky

The smile on your lips
feeling up my hips
let it go
let it go
let it go
i can't take it
let's just loose it
ive gone to far to back out now

Broken hearts and shattered glass
all i need was to make fast
leaving you
leaving us
leaving everything behind
can't even try to describe
the pain i feel inside
all that comes out
is blissfull tears

Butterflies in mah stomach

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cuz they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude, but I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems

Cuz I get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they try to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread, thread)
Fireflies : Owl City

so today has been an over all great day , me and my best friend are okay , might be rufted up or full of new scars but they shall heal , love is war ><.... so right now im home alone , and thinking fuck , i have a crush on my neiighbor -_-.... i just got back from having yummy lazagna at his house , my family and his family are like inserepable , except me and him , we can tlak for hours , liek tyhe opther night , but when it's like our parents plus us , it's akaward it feels like im meeting my Bf's parents type akward... but im sure he's just being nice to me and doesnt like me , but the other night i was sitting alone outside , i had been crying , but im sure he didnt know that, and he came and sat beside me , we chatted about alot of stuff , until my dad came out and said hey , its past 11:30 ... lmao.... he isn't the hottest guy but he is really cute :)... and he's really genuinely nice , and he has an amazing smile and omg tells the best jokes..... saddly i probly don't have a chance, and tonight well i was gonna ask him after supper "hey would u like to go rent a movie and watch it together" , but i chickened out , cuz he was all into the NFL , fml -_-...maby some other day ill get the cvourage to ask him to hang ><

Pce&Love

Automatic

You're automatic,
And your heart's like an engine
I die with every beat
You're automatic,
And your voice is electric
Why do I still believe?

It's automatic
Everywhere in your letter
A lie that makes me bleed
It's automatic
When you say things get better
But they never...

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you

It's automatic,
Counting cars on a crossroad
They come and go like you
It's automatic,
Watching faces I don't know
Erase the face of you

It's automatic
Systematic
So traumatic
You're automatic

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you

Automatic
Automatic
Automatic
Automatic

Each step you make
Each breath you take
Your heart. Your soul.
Remote-controlled
This life is so sick
You're automatic to me

(Love in you)
(Love in you)
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?

Automatic
(There's no real)
Automatic
(Love in you)
Automatic
(Why do I)
Automatic
(Keep loving you?)
Automatic...
Automatic : Tokio Hotel

okay i know it';s been like the 34973 post in a few days , but i have alot on my mind, what can is ay ? :Pwell today as i think i already tlaked about was me not getting to my work today...but also ive listened to a whole lotta music today....and it's making me feel empty , like music used to help me and shit through anything but today , it made me feel like am alone....my heart has always and will alaways have a void , it's because of my birth mom , my sister and a special freind i ost along time ago , but obviously that doesn't stop me fromdoing everyday things....but todya it made me cry alot, ive actually cried alot lately , caca burn..... oh well just a quick hello....and hopefully this weekend i can see one or two friends and they can cheer me up :)

Pce&Love
Maree

Never try to Bike to work

so today , i was suppost to work my usual shift wich is 9-12...or 9-1 depends on my bosses mood i guess ><... so my friend K.M takes her bike to work...god knows how she manages, i must be the most outta shap person alive, cuz well i was halfway up the hill , when my ankle decide to twist and huirt like a bitch..... and i tried not to stop but man it hurt so bad, i didn't notice but i was also laugh crying , yes laugh cryin , that is what i do when i get hurt, i try to laugh it off , but i might end up crying cuz the pain hurts me alot :(... so i crawled my ass back home , tried my neighbor to see if she could drive me , no responce .... so i called my boss , and told them the storie tho i added i might be going to the doctors to check it up...LIE .... but i was always told u should push on it alittle so they don't give you shit :)....so now im blogging instead of working :( actually i should be happy right?... well iom not , cuz myrents are being duchers , i called my dad to tell him what hapened and he goe s " SIGHHHHHHH!!!! , okay i guess u tried" like are you fucking kidding me , they are the ones who said that when i get a job they will make sure i get there and back , they havent driven me once!!!!!!, i asked my 2 neighbors, and my freidn Jacci.... so know i have to think what am i going to do for tomorrow ?!?!?!?!?!... i might as well kill myself while im ahead .....

Pce&Love
Maree

Calm your nerves now
And dont worry
Just breathe
Are you sure now
Don't bother packing
Let's just leave
Said they wanted change
I hope that you remain the same
To show that this is not a game
Let's end this tragedy today

Now take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that i know
How did this night become the enemy
It's over, it's over, it's over

Lay down with me
And let me hold you, baby just breathe
This is ending
We will get through eventually
Said they wanted change
I hope that you remain the same
To show that this is not a game
Let's end this tragedy today

Take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that i know
How did this night become the enemy
It's over, it's over, it's over now

we won't be a part of
we won't be a part of this
we won't be a part of
we won't we won't
Take my hand : The Cab Ft Hey Monday



sooooo the weekend soon to be :) , i decided fuck it im not making plans people wanna hang they can call , tho i made plans with Emma and Sam :):):):) i miss Teresa , Stef Wu,Charity ,Alexis,Dee, ect...ughh everyone left to go to college , it's a very loud wake up call let me tell you. ...... atlest Emma and Sam and Tay aren't soo far( still here).... and i have my lovers at West, but i probly won't see any of them anytime soon :(... oh well... in other news im obsessed with this song , its been playing in my head for the past 2 weeks , since i bought the new The cab Ep..and about 12 other cds , i went shopping with my pay check, and it was like hmm 150$ about??... and this one coming up should be double Woot , tho now im starting the half and half , half goes to my bank acount (savings = no touchie ) and the other half into my chekcing accoiut( i can use) Woot :P... so the song has made me cry , smile and dance..... but it's making me feel lonely... my hearts been torn for the past year and a half , ive lied to myseld about certain feelings , but the breakup i never got over:(... and now god knows if me and Vez are even freidns, we barely tlak on msn , no more phone calls , no more text barely ...ugh .... and on top of things , one of my bff's is having the joy of having like 3 guys after her , well living near downtown helps right??..lmao , well today me and her tlaked b4efor work and during work , we each worked from 9-1 ><... so we had a omg 3 hourts to go type thing ><..... oh well iim hoping i get a call soon from a certain Bff :)

Pce&Love
Maree

The Bitch is Back

my tittle says it all >< .... I've come to realise this past 2 years has changed me emensfolly ....if thats how u write that word>< .... well this weekend was totally AWESOME , i saw Melee,my cousin and his Gf , and all his geeky friends tho i love them, becausethey make me feel like im cool , nahh just kidding tho they are what you would "classyfy" as nerds or geeks, they are all about games,and star trek , my cousin loves games but he is more into anime and manga ><... nywais so it was an akwardly awesome party , we even had a bonfire at 2 am ><.... tho it was freezy playing drunk volley ball round midnight, hence why i am sick :(.... so yeh and me and melee and my cousin were i think the only ones not drunk , wait no ...luc and that other guy werent either, i think ?.... but yeh me and luc had this convo about the world and plastic? ... he was tyhe cute guy ><.... hahahaha , and Marie(seb's gf) and Emilie and luc and melee and i had another convo about bears...diapers...and rainbows...weird i know , but i loved it :P .... apart from me getting sick it was an awesome weekend oh and i got some new books, at chapters with melee , we spent a grand total of 70$ , wow i know .... and i got some C.D's omg omg omg awesome ones ><.... so in about 10 minutes i need to start walking towards Jo's house, my hairdresser wich i must say i loooove to death , she is one of the most happiest people i know :).... she is making my hair look awesome :).... and then at 2:30 i need to go to work , :(.... i wanna find a joib in the city but for now i guess it shall doe ><.... oh and this weekend well saturday i am planning my annual MAKEOVER party, well it's more of a truth or dare to the extreme party now , but when i used to livein Q-Town it was makeovers ><.... so my guest list... very selective only about max 10 of my closest friends :)..oh and P.S i forgot my dumb camera at melee's FUCK my life...cuz i probly won't see her until , um the anime convention at the end of octovber :(

Pce&Love
Maree

kfhndsjgrf

Badamamamamamamamamamama , well then spazm over>< .... so im heading to Melee's WOOTTTTTTTT, and tomorrow is my couzin Seb's birthday partay, tho we shall be the youngest there we are goingggg:) i must say this is going to be an aweome weekend :P, and maby tomorrow i might get a new percing ,, ** cough spetum cough**anywaiss, i went to West Carleton yesterday to say HIII to my friends , omg ive missed them soo much , so i got Tackled in a boob hug by Caitlin D :), screamed in tha ears with love by Niki and Sara B , must say bye bye eardrum but it felt good to see those two maniacs again , tho i see niki like almosyt like crazy often ( hence i pratically live at her and Sam's) , adn then i got tristan,tegan,and that gang in a group hug , tho tristan won thehugging competition ppl were having , Caitlin said we hugged for like 10 minutes>< .... annd i saw Pat , Jamie, Cara , Kayla , hmmmm oh and Nae and Megan , Sarah Nagy ,Chris her bf, they are sooo cuute><... and hmm i saw Amy,Raizel and Leah , wow ...and thats justa start , is hall continue this once im in HULL, pce for now
Peace & Sex
Maree

Got the Job

wooohoooo , i just got a job :)... im so happy :)...my rents are finally going to get off my back about getting a job :)...and this weekend I'm going to the Hot air balloon festival with Melee :), so ecited i must say !! liek ive never been to that festival before , wait yes i did , last summer to se Tokio Hotel in Montreal , wait was that the same festival , crap i cannot remeber -_-...anywais , so today wasn't that much of a productive day other than getting the job , going out for a walk with Josh and realising i do not feel safe in a Wasp infested home ><...lmao

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Maree

YAYYYY

sooo , previous to my other post's this past few days this one is positive:P..... me and my best friedn are backkk , be careful we do cause trouble><... oh man did that make my day oe what, and i finally took a decent pic of my new hair , cuz ive been sick since ive gotten it done :(... so todya i put on makreup did my hair funyn thing it only took 5 minutes to do , well its becasue i didnt tease or starighten completely ><.... anywais ... Dee came over , it was good to see her and we rented a movie wich i do NOT recommend i am even avoiding the name><... anywais thats my post for now .... just an update >,>........ haha looks like a nose:P

Ignorance is Bliss

You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir.
I guess I'll go.
I best be on my way out.

Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend.

Ignorance : Paramore

sooo today has been a new day , and i feel like nothing can stop me , i have an interview at CHAPTERSSSSSS, yes chapters , it was an online application , and an online interview but im hoping for a call to say i got the job omg like omg omg omg!!!! if i get this job my problems are somwhat over:)..... so on the bestfriend fight news, nothing, i miss her , but im pushing away , until she forgives me , my dad said not to push away to much , ( in the pat i ould get mad and never talk to that person again cuz i wopuldnt caree, or i would push away , but then when the person would come back , i'd be over it completely....) wich sucks so he said to try not to completely let go, but ti's hard, but im changing for her , she is my best friend so i shouldn't just throw away our bestfriendship , lmao i love her to much to do that , but it's hard at the moment not to go on msn and be like OMG OMG CHAPTERS ME CHAP[TERS, but w.e..... so i was looking up some college's for hairstyling for next september, yes it's early but i wanna know what im expected , and hte amount $$$$ lmao , hopefully i can save enought... and my daddyy said that it can be anywhwere in canada :)....hence i don't think he cares, but i was thinking either B.C ( they have the #1 beauty school in Canada) , but again i think and i don't want to be away from here...so it's out, byt maby Nova scotia?...wait thats far too :(... fack , the third best in canada is in montreal:) and thats the one ive been wishing to go to since grade 7 ><.... but i don't know what i would do without my friends here:(.... so i might just go to this one beauty school in orleans .... wait is it in orleans?...gah i can't remeber , theres also one in HULL :) wich is french = love, and it's just a quick drive bck to the bay , if i live in the plateau ( hence Melee) but anywais i was looking and it's scary but a good type of scary you know.... oh well i shall resume my itunes shopping , ( i keep downloading awesome new bands i find) ... oh and tonight Dee is coming over :), omg ive missed her cute little red hair:).... i havent seen her since Grad, wich was 2 months ago o.O.... man ... and what's even more depressing is that Wu and Cherry is moving to Toronto tomorrow :(.... i cried last nigth when i heard the news:(....i shall miss them terribly but they said on vacation they shall come back home :) p.s the image was taken about 2 weeks ago when Chantale,Becca,Rob invited me and josh to the famr to see their horses , and well i fell in love with this lovely puppy itsa a ponmerian just liek the type off dog im getting for my moveout present to myself , which probly wont be for another year ><.... but yes i love her:)

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Maree