July 30 2009

So get up
Nod your head and tell me
It's what's up
It's getting hot and heavy
The phone's on
Take a picture we don't care
So get up
Let me hear you sing it out
I came to party
And you came to party
So why don't we party together
Cinema Bizarre : I came 2 party



IM SEING NAE TODAY!!!!! ...theres my intro >< .... so as you know I'm going to see Nae Nae today and Mom :)..... sooo excited I've missed her sooo much!!! ...last time i saw her there were drugs in the place and i think we all were fuzzy and i hated it :(.... but know that thats over >< We are going to go see a movie as mother and daughters today , i love family outings =D and i get to give Nae her souvenir i got her from Niagara Falls ( insert big theme music here) ...sooo i should go get ready :p

Pce&Love
Maree

Vampire Knight

The night has fallen
we have awaken
lips dry
wanting a try
just one bite
it will be tonight
don't be scared
bend your neck expose to me and let it flow away

My lips touching your neck
is the pleasure i reflect
my fangs out and about
looking for that fair touch of your skin
dont let me win

The blood racing through your veins
has been getting me in chains
locked to your taste
wanting more to take
the sound of your whimpers
make me scream in pleasure
im getting deeper
your sounds getting higher
just one bite
for me tonight

My lips touching your neck
is the pleasure i reflect
my fangs out and about
looking for that fair touch of your skin
dont let me win

Im dying for your taste
im wanting to waste
all the time we have shared
for one more dream to my glare
your weakness
for my share

dripping.... wanting .....tasting.....screaming....

the time is here
no more driping to these tears
only whole reveal
the truth burried beneath my skin
you can hide it as you please
but make sure to met me here

July 28 2009

BEKAH IS BACKKKKK


well that's old news but just in case ><><.....So on Monday night, we went looking at houses...and omg we fell in love with this one hosue..it was like i duno almost japanese style ....and we took pics of it ....and i have a video of it ....and we decided thats our house << .....we are that coool...it might eb worth what like 3 million ...but thats okay right?.....and after looking at houses for a good 6 hours( we drove around )...after we went back to Emma's for a sleep over , and watched Death Note...omg loooove iiit >< ...yesterday we tried bying the second one..no luck :(...we shall need to order it online or somehting..... and today i went job hunting ( insert awesome music here) and well im hoping to get a few call backs :)....and I'm hoping to see Nae soon ...gah i miss her :( and last time we hung out i said that i was to old for her...its just that people kleep putting it in my face and well i told herage doesnt matter to me but shit people need to fuck off :)..Nywais im off ...


Pce & Love
Maree

La Point

so starting with bad news... Bekah isnt found ...its been 5 days :(.... ugh FML.... but good news is my best friend Renae , got me outta the house two days ago ... we went to see HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE:)..... and man draco malfoy made me Jizz in mah pants about ten times... and oh man is he hot or what:P...but i must say thats the best movie of 2009!!!!!.... okay and I'm suppost to get my septum done tomorrow with Nae, I'm so excited but I'm scared ...haha..maby thats normal...but i wish we could do it next sunday :(... cuz i might not make it tomorrow ...and if i don't well my septum won't be done for a looooong time :(.....okay and last night man oh man.,... i went to Stef's house with Justin adn Brice, we had a pre Drink and smoked....and fuck man...we were all waister by 9 ...we are stupid, cuz we kept drinking ... and well... i did the deeds with somoene and i can't even remeber his name ><.... thats messed up...and okay i remeber everything up to the point when me and this unknown hottie got lost..... i remebere arriving there, seeing Nae,Kaitlyn,and other Kaytlin , and seeing tyler,nick,freddie (hot stuuf)....and ect...but man the minute we all started to leave the poiont to go party further ...from then on it was a blurr :( FML ...but man it was a kick ass party ...and i woke up on the beach in mah panties with this hotti in his boxeersssss .... im a dirty HOE .....and we woke up around 7 am...i think.... he walked me to the gas bar ...and then he got picked up..and i walked home ....shame on me ...

S.O.S BEKAH!

So im having alot of paniick and stresss and i haven't stopped crying in over 3 and a half hours .... Last night around one ... my mom went out for a smoke.... it was dark... and ...Bekah ran.... basically shes a run away kitty ..and I'm herat broken... what i don't understand is how did we not notice it sooner??...like my dad woke me up and 4:30..saying " Marianne isn't bekah in here..shes not coming to eat, and thinkingof this..she hasn't been in bed tonight , have you seen her " ...thats when the panick started ...my worst nightmare , losing one of the hings i care the most in the world for ... Fuck .... and well im home alone on my laptop .. crying ..and drinking some nice smirnoff ...im such an alchy .... my parents told me NOT to go outside ..cuz ive been walking around the bay for 3 hours screaming her name and shaking a bag of temptatons.....i want her to come home!!!!!!

July 11,2009

I don't want to hear it anymore
I'm gonna try to forgive
once more
don't let relive
those hurtful lies
don't make me cry
don't even try
because I've left you outside
my door


Okay so thats just a random song ish thing i composed 2 minuites ago... it mioght not be good..but i usually think that my songs arent that great , until people actually tell em they , wich is surprising, but i love that people actually like my writing:)..... annnd well last night i had a little wakening , my best friend helped me out so much , it hurt her but it made me realise how selfish i can be :(...but I'm glad that she has forgiven me, annnd good news , talke dot my papa , and I'm not going to montreal until I'm ready , i am not going to algonquin :( thats sad tho , but it's because i cannot afford it .... stupid expensive college piece of shit ..oh well... and im addicted to one three hill -_-.... wow... thanks Melee lmao , she got me hooked on them , i told my papa that we have to go buy the seasons on D.v.D ...lmao he laughed and said sure:) yay , cuz im done season one and thats the only one i have and it's not mine it's Melee's , so imma gobuy season one , two,tree,four and if five is out or whatever:P .... and tonight is my uncles Party wichmay sound super bporing but i get to see alot of my family , I'm so pumped, and I'm gonna stay in gatineau till monday , my uncle is forcing me to stay because he says that the family is tired of not seeing their freak of a kid ><.... yes hthey refer to em as a freak >< ... but it's okay , cuz i am ...in bed o.O.... JK
Pce&Love
Maree




p.s Nae has a Penis :)

July 10, 2009

OMg what a dayyyyy ...so today woke up around 8 ...wne tshopping at wallamrt fr flip flops , WOOHOO , and then went to Sam's for a awesome Pool day :)... i must say ive never had so much fun tracking down spiders...then having a panick attack about it... and we watched VIVA LA BAM for an hour , Best Show on this planet much? teehee ...and James was over a few minutes agoi ...he got here around 9 .... i was really lonely so i invited him ovah :)... and Colin was gonna come but he couldnt cuz he's been doing stuff for paintballing :(... i truly miss that Jerk :P... so yeh me and James hung out ...and Renae and Sarah were my first people i wanted to hang with bbut they couldnt until later but i knew they wouldn't show up..you know when u get that feeling of nothing is happenign well i got that.. :(... ugh i miss my two lovers ...well 3 ..... ugh .....oh well ..im off soon for a week and maby 2 weeks if i want to stay away longer.....let's see what happens
Pce&Love
Maree

July 9, 2009

It's a beautiful night and I'm opened up
The look in your eyes says so much
Nothing can touch us out here
Don't know where we are but I know I see
A beautiful girl walking next to me
I need to hold you, my dear
Lets just take tonight, tonight slow
Cause I want to see where this, where this goes
I need you
I'd give you today but it's not mine yet
I'll ask you to stay here with me till then
I think I'm falling for you
(Falling for you, I need you)
I just want to look in your eyes and see
All that you have looking back at me
I think tonight, I love you
(I love you)
Tonight i love you : The Latency


WAHHH , Yay I'm Finally back home:)... i had an amazing time with Melee :)... man wish it was longer tho :(... i already miss her :(... but im seeing her saturday =D.... and saturday is my uncle's b-day party , so im going to see well a major part of my family, im soo excited... and i told my dad about me moving to montreal or quebec and funny thing he accepted and couldn't be hap[pier that i want to go back , he knew i didn't belong here , and he said and i quote " i know it's been hard , but you've been strong and you deserve something better"... MOUHAHAHAHA .... and to eb honest i don't want to leave without my dad ...but i think that it's my path now ....I'm soo excited , Seb (a.k.a my cousin) is already looking up appartments and condos for me and Melee ... and omg im sooooo excited did i mention that he lives in montreal?.... well i just did :).....so saddly tho one of my best friends Emma, and Renae , sort of don't want em to go ... but Emma i know i cannot abandon at algonquin so i made here a promise that i shall try algonquin...give it one year basically...because that's the lenght of my course .... and by then i should be able to move to montreal ... if not I might die...well maby not die but be very sad... honestly i wish Renae would graduate so i would kidnapp her and bring her...but she still has 3 years to go :( ..... and that sucks i don't think i can stay here for 3 years ...actually i could..i would have enought money to go and buy a nice condo ...HMMMMM ...i think i might..lmao I'm so retarded...but to be hoonest i would wait for Nae , ad bring her with me...but she has a life here...and bestfriends can sometimes well grow apart :(.......cuz i know she has like 2846324614376574654176 friends here that can replace me.... it sucks but when school starts i think she might forget moi :(.....and her new "signature" PENIS...sort of sounds farmiliar ...Cough
Pce&Love
Maree

Melee Day

Tralalalalalalala , today im still with Melanie :)..and its rainnning...FML....but its okay , were having a H.P Marathon :) yeh i just got that idea ...im just that awesome i guess ><.... and we are sooooo PUMPED to go see the half blood prince, im hoping to go on opening night at the collisum ...and then see it about 10 times, try to beat my own record of seeing H.P.... and me and Melanie decided to go see it at Imax, yes we are that awesome...soo last night we were talking and ive decided what im doing.... seeing as i only have Nae,Emma,Sam,Tay and maby other close friends at home ...i decided that moving to montreal might be a good choice...fuck algonquin...im going to montreal for college ...then moving back to ST-Foy ,quebec city .... with melanie of course...seing as we are both from there...well shes lived around alot of places since but so have i:P.... but yeh we are gonna move there next year hopefully:P.... we are both taking a year off to save up money and BAM moving :).... tho i might get some shit from ppl back home (Nae espacially)...but i dont belong in constance bay.... i belong in quebec :)...aka i am french >< ...and in quebec i have my family and old friends and obviously melanie:Poh well we are off now to start a H.P marathon biatches :)
Pce&Love
Maree

July 6 , 2009

Wow , loong time since Ive written , well its because i was at Carolines.....ugh... i feel like shit saying this but i felt like shit the whole time and i felt in the way and annoying , like i felt like Caorline couldnt careless if i was there or not... Gaddly now im at Melanies :)... like omg im sooo happy im here... ive missed her baddly!! But im here now and everything is good :)... and tomorrow we are going to probably going to go shopping ><><>< and man we are sooooo pumped :)... we saw the last H.P about 3 to 5 times...and thats not counting movie..thats only in theatres:P
Pce&Love
Maree

Death Note

sooo I am a manga\anime Person , i can't live without it :) ...and today i finally saw the movie Death Note , there is a second and third one , but omg the first was more then what i expected , it was amazing:)... like i read and watch death Note and the movie isd so far my favorite , well all three are amazing (manga,anime,movie)... and i cannot wait to go buy the second and third movie!!!.... and well instead of watching the movie i should of been in the shower and packing and stuff because i am leaving around 5 to go see Carolione...but the movie was ssoooooo worth it!! like omg!!! amazing much?!...now i should acutlaly get ready , saddly i probly won't be blogging for a few days but every chance i get i will try to blog, cuz i promised renae and Jeff that i would try :P
Pce&Love
Maree

Let Me Feel It

Lets get down
lets get Dirty
Start to touch me
ohhh baby

you hear the whisper
i feel the texture
of a perfect kiss
i want more
you say you can handle it
but can u feel it?

Lets get down
Lets get dirty
touch me now
Cry only soflty
make scream
until ur near
i cant hear i cant hear

Lets get freakay
wanna go down there
well lets give it a try
you truly wish u were mine
to late i might be blime

the touch
the feel
the way u make me squeal
i cnt take it
i wanna make it
show me how to feel it
Down

July 3 ,2009

BLEHHHH , just got back from supper with my rents, as weird and freaky as it sounds i had a blast it felt good to catch up on things , seeing as i never see them anymore:P....so we went to supper at scores , just to try and make it liek old times, cz in quebec every second friday we went to scores, and stuff:P... ah i miss the good old days XD Kidding... so today wasn't that bad of a day , i had a minior meltdown and some phsycotic moment but other than that it was good , i basically watched C.S.I Miami for like 5 hourswith my dad :P it was fun:P tho now im C.S.I Miamed out ... i think i watcheda whole months worth:P AAnnnnddd Tomorrow im Going to Caroline's and were gonna go to Volt and Addiction, me = not so excited..im partyed out... well its mainly cuz i drank half a bottle of fireball all to myself ... and i still do not have an ounce of voice:(... and im rerally happy at the moment cuz I'm talking to Jeff, wow I've truly missed him , wee didn't tlak for like 2 days , well we texted but thats about it....lol...and Jacci and Renae are planning a camping trip that i am WAYT to excited to go on...but its at the same time as my family trip to brandford :(... so i need to ask them to postpon it ...or to cut it short wich sucks major monkey balls... and Renae is being stupid cuz she won't write on ehr blog qabout it cuz i read it -_-... sheesh , i should tell ehr that i don't read it but will read it and maby she will write details :P Mouahahahahahaha... oh and speaking of details and Renae....out of the lbue... her stupid dumbass crtush David won't stop calling and texting me to ask if Renae can hang or if Renae is with me , or if he can come get smokes at my house like WTf leave me alone... no offence he is a sweetheart and shit but omg ANOYING .... wow now i feel bad...w.e:P
Pce&Love
Maree

July 2, 2009

so ye si know that basically it is July 3 today...but to me its still July second:P .. Okay so the resant events of my life...hahaha .... i twisted my ankle and its in this bandage shit for 2 weeks, and it hurts like a bitch i need to take this pills to make me relax , thats how bad it's been hurting me :(... and on the better news , I'm finally going to see my Best friend Caroline this weekend....well for a hole week or more if she doesn't work:)... I'm so excited , cuz for the past few days i haven't been doing so great , like i feel this wierdness with Renae :(... maby i did soemthing maby i didn't...but like ugh... :(......and today i was at Sam's house having an amazing lazy bum day , we watched like 4 hours of T.V....thats soo much!!!! lmao , and tomorrow I'm hoping to be able to sleep in befor i got o Carolines and leave... but i might just end up going Saturday night instead of tomorrow.... hmm sounds like a good plan :).... and another sad thing , i haven't tlaked to Jeff in 2 days , well technically 3 :(... i miss him terribly :(....
Pce&Love
Maree

CANADA DAY

Happy Canada day :) wow that sounds weird:P coming from Quebec , we do celebrate Canada day with fireworks and drinking...but it wasn't like a huge thing.. St-Jean is:P ...anyways last night me and Renae went to Jacci's to haev a bonfire:P.... sad thing is ...it rained so we didn't have one... but we did party:Well if u call Energy Drinks and Marshmallow's a party then irt was a party:P... and like basically we did an all nighter..we didn't go to bed... we saw the sunset..then saw the sunrise .. and well around Noon we got back to my house and went to bed... but there was a problem... Renae's mom wanted Renae to call her in the mornign when she would get up.... and renae didnt call ehr until 3 this afternoon :s... and now im scared that Renae is grounded and her parents are mad... cuz i am older than her....and i don't want them thinking I'm a bad influence :(... cuz Renae is like one of the opnly True friedn's i have here :(.... and it would suck if her parents disliked me :(....so yeh now she's gone and I'm home alone and feeling very much depressed :(......annnd to top the depression mood on I haven't talked to Jeff today :(.... ughhhhh.. oh well im hopefully going to have a good Canada Day....
Pce&Love
Maree