So im having alot of paniick and stresss and i haven't stopped crying in over 3 and a half hours .... Last night around one ... my mom went out for a smoke.... it was dark... and ...Bekah ran.... basically shes a run away kitty ..and I'm herat broken... what i don't understand is how did we not notice it sooner??...like my dad woke me up and 4:30..saying " Marianne isn't bekah in here..shes not coming to eat, and thinkingof this..she hasn't been in bed tonight , have you seen her " ...thats when the panick started ...my worst nightmare , losing one of the hings i care the most in the world for ... Fuck .... and well im home alone on my laptop .. crying ..and drinking some nice smirnoff ...im such an alchy .... my parents told me NOT to go outside ..cuz ive been walking around the bay for 3 hours screaming her name and shaking a bag of temptatons.....i want her to come home!!!!!!
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