Red Cup

i aint gonna change for you , oh boy , living is kind of like a never ending party now a days . So update no more idiot , and i know you guys know who im talking about , well actually ive left 2 idiots in the past 2 weeks for someone worth it . Like when im with him i couldnt care less about anything else , hes cute way too cute XD , he thinks im an easy and a stupid girl , but ill show him i ave a head on these shoulders just watch me. And bell is keeping me longer , i just applied for another position so cross your fingers it happens . and last week was my 2month of the car crash ..... i still get nightmares .... and i still freak a little inside when driving at night , but ill be fine eventually , oh and today im going to meet abandon all ships !!!!!! be jealous

Get low get loose get down on the floor

Im out!!! i am officially in my new house with Jeff,Jamie and Alicya , its kind of intense , ive never partied so much in the span of 2 weeks , sober isnt a word i know or feeling i know , but im living the life , its almost 3 am i work in a few hours that dosnt change , but since living here alot has happened good and bad . Like ive completely recovered from the car accident , well maby not mentally , saddly i dream or nightmare about it every night , not once have i not dreamed about it . But on the other hand James and i were okay , for the most part! Peps Alicya's cat ran away after 3 days here , hes been gone for 5 , i sure hope he comes back he was her life , and it destroys me to see it cause i know how it feels Bekah is my life ! and ive been living off of spaghetti , tke out and cookies weird eh? hmm what else oh that i think ive gone insane yah well bam !