Don't change me

I'm legal in this motherfucking place , about time.... i had a blast Thursday night , went out with Melanie,Emma, Joe, Stef, Teresa, Alexis, April, Kaitlin, Sam, Tay . What a blast of drunkenness that was , we met Brian and Steve and planted a tree they were carrying and named it jesus, oh and on my birthday night itself i had a nice visitor come to my window , he had a surprise for me , " insert the song birthday sex here " . We had fun , reminded me of why i fell for him at one point , and oddly enough we've been solid talking since , he's a sweetheart , bbuuuuuuuuut loves partying and getting with the boys toooo much , I'm scared he'd leave me in the dusk again .... anywaiis , Friday i went to my other party thingy , with Kaitlyn,Caitlin,Tegan,Scott,Lindsay,Jake,Niki,Daniel,Tristan,Amy,Shayne,Nae ( omg i know , things are looking bright),Sean ( Nae's bo ) , annnd to be honest i think thats it .... hope i didnt forget anyone. So on Wednesday I' shall be going job hunting once again , lets pray i gwt a job this time .

Legalization

Try to smile today , try to think of everything happy that's ever happened to you , or you can sink down and cry about all the fuck ups you've had , for me balancing both is hard, and tomorrow it's my birthday , i should be ecstatic, but I'm not , why you may ask? because I've been alone everyday since I've moved here , and tomorrow won't be an inception ... I've grown accustomed to my lonelyness my tears and my screams of anger , and well tomorrow i want to laugh, love and be with him . I won't because I'm the last thing he could think of , he might say other wise but i can tell by the look in his eyes ...

CANADIENS DE MONTREAL , LES HABITANTS

FUCK YES HABS ARE GONNA BRING THE STANLEY HOME :)

Holy Tits and Clits

yes I'm inappropriate , but you would already know that if yur reading , cause I'm special in that way. So today i met Emma's Bf Joe , he's cute , has a lisp , teehe I'm so happy for Emma , shes my older sister which is awesome to have :) , annnd she deserves to be happy , and if Jo thinks about hurting her well lets just say you know what i would do ;) So somethings come to my attention , it's a boy , yes i know unusual for me, Nahhht , anyways yah so this guy ive talked to him for the past hour over facebook he' different , not like other guys you know , he's very down to earth and straight up about things , and his music is peculiar DnB , i gave it a listen and it's truly awesome , tho this guy probly jut thinks I'm another loser who added him. So tonight supernatural yayz , and tomorrow im heading to he bay to visit my dad and see if things have changed , cause I've been living with Emma for two weeks now , well two weeks on friday or sat .

Can't stop laughing

the title sort of tells you how im feeling , and I've been like this for the past 3 hours, i have a headache , cheeks are botoxed right in ,and i can't stop laughing i've lost atlest a million pounds just tonight. So I've been living at Emma's for the past 2 weeks , it's amazing ,and i can talk to my rents without fighting now , i enjoy that intensively . So my 19 birthday is coming up in a few short weeks , and i know what i want , but won't get it , I'll be lucky if my parents remember my birthday this year ,and so I'm not putting my hopes up , but I've planned a few dinners out on the town with friends , 4 nights, i think i'll die after the victoria weekend tho , and im heading to montreal with melee hopefully , St Catherine baybay :)