Flirting with 20 year olds and the old people home

You walk into the room and I
I, I-I, I, I, I-I, I.
I wanna tell ya, tell ya, but I just can't speak.
This shouldn't be so difficult.
Why-y. why-y-y-y-y-y,
Tell me why I see you and I just can't breathe.

You're like a bullet, girl, to my heart,
You're like a very far shooting star,
The very thing that I need,
Look at how you get to me

I can never be myself,
How can I when I'm stuck in hell?
Stutterin, stutterin, stuttereh-ing
Stutterin, stutterin, stuttereh-ing
Wanna tell you how I feel inside
But every time I go and try
Mutterin, mutterin, muttereh-ing
Stutterin, stutterin, stuttereh-ing

Don't leave,
I know I effed it up,
That's my luck,
That's just my luh uh uck.
Here I go, Here I go and do it again

You're tut-,
And I'm just so tongue tuh-ied.
Why-y-y, why can't I get it right?
The words just wont come out,
They wanna take down
But I'm still around

You're like a bullet, girl, to my heart
Your like a very far shooting star,
The very thing that I need
Look at how you get to me...

I can never be myself,
How can I when I'm stuck in hell?
Stutterin, stutterin, stuttereh-ing
Stutterin, stutterin, stuttereh-ing
Wanna tell you how I feel inside
But every time I go and try
Mutterin, mutterin, muttereh-ing
Stutterin, stutterin, stuttereh-ing

Friday night boys <3



His voice is like Sex , well gay sex ..yes i just quoted my best friend =D im such a cool kid.... so today no Tremblant. Next weekend maby -_-... probably not tho.... annd so im on the phone with Nae..and i can smeellll her from here ;) jakayyy... and tomorrow im hoping to go into town with her , and like hang then shes coming over for a sleepover cuz yes we are that coool ... and Dillon is joinning us ...tho he needs to get over her... it's soo cold of me to say but yah.... he's an amazing guy, but just not the right guy for Nae i guess..... anywoozers .. shes making queefing sound son the phone ..oh joy... sooo im thinking to releve all my stress for lately im getting my septum perced once and for all =D

Pce & Love
Maree

Died sucking on a dick

Here's a song for the nights
I think too much and
Here's a song when I imagine us together
Here's a song for when we talk too much
And I forget my words

Heaven can wait up high in the sky
It's you and I
Heaven can wait deep down in your eyes
I'm yours tonight
Lay your heart next to mine
I feel so alive
Tell me you want me to stay, forever
'Cause heaven can wait

Here's a song for the one who stole my heart
And ran so far, that cupid couldn't catch her
Here's a song for the kid who aims so high
He shot her down

We The King : Heaven can wait



Wow today has been a weird day .... but other than that yesterday was depressing , i felt alone , like really alone ...annnd gladdly enough Nae boosted me back ..but yah
this is a small blog post sorry ..im in pain from the car ...and im feeling horrible ..lots of emotions and shit

Nothing More Than A single Tear

This might be my last chance
so maybe i should take it
i just hope your listening
to everything i'm sayin
i miss the long drives, the car rides
the bad fights, the good times.
the way you make me feel
will never leave my mind.

think of you later in my empty room
where i, i, will fall asleep alone
think of you later in my empty room
where i, i will fall asleep alone.

Every Avenue <3


Wow a whole month and a day not blogging , thats horrible , but it's been an emotional month... so ive been with Someone , broken up with them... hookup up and fucked over ..... and now im here standing wondering where i went wrong... it's not like i loved him .... but lately we had gotten close, saddly he was in it for the sex ,not for the me ....found that out prettty fast -_-.... but we still talk , and he still sends me dirty emails, pretty cool haha jakayy , and I've been sorrounded by my bestfriends every weekend for the past month , Nae and Riley pratacially live here i think ;) and they make this dumb shit called life good =D , and then theres Sam , she might want to kill me half the time but she also one of my best firends =D , but this month ive drifted from Emma , it's sad to think that because i lived with her for 2 weeks a while back when things were extremely rough.... but we started talking again , thank god :).... and then theres Dillon my husband , he's very special... because he's a rah tard =D
so yah thought id take a minbute out of my time to update really fast and i promise to write either every day or every second day
Pce&Love
Maree