soo yesterday i had a girls night , well tristan was there but it';s all good he's girly enough to be called a girl at this point ><.... we were all suppost to go to hockey sushi , but Tegan and Nae dont enjoy it , and Caitlin,Caroline Jacci,couldnt come:(...so we went to lone star..wich wasnt all that great to be honest, but i was happy to be around my close friends , so when we got back Kaitlyn came and joined us wich was fabuloso :)... we all went and tried to rent miss march and college but the chick and the grocery didnt beleive i was eighteen , like WTF???.... so then we left went to mccuen ( written wrong deal with it><) and rented the unborn and pineaple express , the unborn was very jumpy , but really lame in the end...pineaple express we wacthed 30 minutes of it and stopped it was really lamoooo :).... so we went upstairs and ecicded the sleeping arrengements , but for some odd reason me and kaitlyn were umm , well no one wanted to be with us , and yes we both wantd to be like k , well we shall sleep togetehjr but kaitlyn cant sleep with someone who snoers :(... aka me .... ugh i hate it:(.... makes me feel akaward...nywais so yeh ppl were making it a HUGE deal to sleep in the same room as us :(... and like i got upset still am actualy but nywais not the point , so then katlyn slept in mah bed with renae, and tristan and tegan my brothers room ... i on the other hand was on a couch :).... but eventually ppl didnt care i went in my bed with a past out renae , she was snoring wichj was really funny , and kaitlyn went with the others.... so when morning came i wasn't in a good mood ... and well im still not , cuz Caroline on of my childhood best friends was suppost to come this weekend and meet everyone and i had all this awesome shit to do with her , but she bailed on me , surprised no... disapointed yes....and now im sitting alone at home wondering what to do with myself....my comfort ... an ex boyfriend on the internet chatting away and telling me how much he misses the bitch from town :(... lmao.... but yeh Nae had sort of invited me over , but then megan called ...and well she invited megan over instead ... so i was like ouch much ??... tho she said i couldnt come cuz her parents were sick and shit wich sucks , but then i log on to fcebook..... and her status clearly states that meghan was over ..... yes i feel hurt but i was already hurtingalot today and lately , i feel like giving up again, but atlest ive learned not to run away ... but to actually try to make things better , but right now all i need is the comfort of friends and family , wich neither is here , and neither actually care at the moment.... my eyes are once againa bloodshot red and puffy , my cheeks stained rose , and red lips, i keep asking myself if being happy is to much to ask....
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