Saturday, April 17, 2010

Juste let go Tonight


im missing you , my heart can't take much more , ive cried , ive been sad , and im wanting you now , for these past few days ic ry myself to sleep at the thought of you . I've been in love only once in my life , and you my dear are very close to being 2 , but i know it will never escalate to that , why ? because you are my best friend , and you can do better , you deserve the best ,and saddly i know thats not me . Tonight I've cried , my eyes stil sting , and my cheeks still feel numb from spilt tears , but my heart beats for you , and it won't stop , but someday ill be happy . So enough of my heart felt pain , this weekend hmm not going to well , well actually last night was amazing cause i had Lisasaur over , we've become very close lately and omg she is going to be FAMOUS , she can sing like omg omg omg , its truly beautifull , she is also beautifull, she has pink hair well its faded now but its oh so amazing still, and hse has one of the biggest hearts around =D , tho saddly last nght we didnt get ot see tristan nor candice :( , but next weekend it shall happen for sure , today i was suppost to see kayla , tho that didnt happen either :( but also next weekend =D
and now for the piece of resistance , me and a former best friend have been talking lately and things are doing better , and im so happy ive truly missed having her in my life , thank god for the friends i have :)

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