Qui Prendras a Place

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Qui prendra ma place en suivant mes pas
Effa?ant mes traces et ma voie
Si l’instant
Menacer par le temps
Ne m’appartient pas
Qui prendra ma place en suivant mes pas
Effacant mes traces et ma voie
Qui Prendras Ma Place : Marie-Mai

Damdidadomdi , it's finally wensday , the middle day of the week anoncing that i only have 2 more days of work till the morst horrible weekend on the face of this earth , my plans with Sam , not happeneing , cuz she truly busy :(, Emma leaving for the cottage , and everyone else couldn't care less of if i wanted to hang with them -_-... so my social life , 2 people yep im that aweosme at this point , I've hit rock bottom ..... so im in my week , and im truly emotionally , and right now i feel so damn alone and depressed , tho im super happy thati have Humanoid English and German , obviously i enjoy the German better ><... and well Friday is My best fwends Birfday=D shes getting old i know 15 wow , its sickening ><... Jk.... saddly i havent talked to her in like 2 weeks?... if that .... fml , i wanted to do this aweomse thing for her birthday , but she's probly busy... but as long as she has fun on her birthdya im happy for her:)... okay i might be lying throught my teeth id be somehwat mad if i didnt see her for her b-day but saddly it wouldn't surprise me if she made plans and forgot bout me , everyone else has , well Kaitlyn,Caitlin,Tristan are the only ones i talk to now ( Sam,Tay,Emma,Caro are other catogory><) ... but yeh from west no one talks to me unless i start a convo with them , well K.m talks to me like everyday shes an aweosme friend , like today she made my day when she was like ur aweosme =D gahh made me smile for a split second ><... then i realised i was smiling by myself and stopped .... if i cried myself to sleep for a week straight would that be bad?.... like since i tlaked ot my sister ive been so , everywhere , i truly need my friends cuz man saddly i decide to play with the exacto knife on sunday , it wasn't pretty , my hip has a nice clean cut now , i hate my life..... FUCK , im so blessed and thankfulll and happy to have talked to Maryse , but allt his anger and frustration and sadness has been haunting me since....

Fuck & Life
Maree