Happiness takes 4 years

Wow so i have ALOt of things to say sinde my last post , first of all , i called my sister on thursday, talkd to ehr for 11:40 minutes :) there was alot of crying and laughing , mostly at the same time , i have missed out on 4 years of my babie sisters life:( she is now in grade nine in the art major at DELASALLE:) im so proud of her , hence that school is incredebly hard to get into , tho i did get into vocal and intstrumental major:) anywais , so she tells me that shes tall now , has long ish hair and its a brownish red :) she used to have blonde hair as a child and bright blue eyes :) so she has changed alot , and she said shes dyed her hair a few colors already >< , and she also told me that i have a baby brother of the name Andrew:) what a gorgeous name i must say:) , i knew i had a brother but i alwais wondered his name ><.... so we tlaked , and she wants to see me soon:) that i am truly blesseed when i see her i shall never let her go again :) i have never gone a day without thinking about my sister and mother , and on thursday my cries for help had been answered , by myself ><.. lmao , my parents are proud and i am proud of myself for making that leap into the crazy world of drama :) , and well i can't beleive that my baby girl is 14 , how times have changed , she is a mature young girl now :) i am sure that the hardshiops to come she will concer with me:)
so now on some more boring aspects of life.... i have realised that i am losing alot of friends, well there still here and talk to me , but i think now what i call them are "old friends " and are now accaintences , like its sad i know ><... lmao but the people that i can still say are either a Great ,good,or best friend are liek Sam,Emma,Tay,Kaitlyn,Cailtin,Tristan,Tegan,Leah,Niki,Amy,DeeandruhhhSara,Sarah,Caro,Melissa ,Hmmm and maby alittle more people ?.... but like it sucks that alot of the people i have to start .....talking its gone to the point the if they truly want to stay friedns well they can make that affort >< it blows i knwo:(
so know i was thinking this wekened the only people who wanted to hang were Caitlin,Kaitlyn,Tegan,Sam,Emma,Deandruh , like i was like boyyah :) , but k,c,t wanted to party and i was liek not after taliking to Maryse on thursday i was and still am ery emotionally unstabalised>< ... emma and sam wanted to go CHAPTERS<# gahh i love , and dee and i wanted to go shopping , but shes going with her mom today :( maby ill spot her in bayshore (hopefully shes at bayshore) lmao lmao , or elses ill be lookoig for a ghost ><

Peace and love bitchess ,
Maree <3