August 31 2009

Il Etait un petit navire
Il etait un petit navire
Qui n'avait j'a j'a j'amais naviguer
Qui n'avait j'a j'a j'amais naviguer
oh er oh er

Micheline Guertin , chanson pour sa fille Marianne <3


Gooodddd morning , wow this mst be one of the earliest mornings ive seen all summer, i heard the birds sings, and felt the warm sunshine in my bedroom , the only thing thats keeping me awake , coffee -_-... so one of my bestiiieesss Sam just got a blog , and yes i know i shouldn't brag but , i think this might be pretty awesome , she is an awesome ninjka , but don't spread the word cuz i wouldnt want people klnmowing she's a ninja ><.... anywhoozers , she isn't much of a bloggiest , i think i just invented a new word WOOT , anywais as i was saying she isnt much of a blogger , but i think that having a blog might be awesome for her , technically she could always use it to write down idea's for fanfics, and herreview\critic opf other fanfics and she could also use it for common venting , i love to blog , it's become an obssession ><.... so last night i had well a moment , for the past 3 nights ive cried myself to sleep , not something i want to brag about obviously , but ... last night i realised something , that ive been crying empty tears , out for a bad fight with a best friend , or so called best friend?...i don't think she really wants top eb friend anymore...or she already hates me , god only knows , seing as she's shuned me out ... but last night i felt as if i lost somehting , i felt like when i lost my grand-mama , i've cried alot in my life , but these past few days i don't know why but it makes me feel empty and useless.... i feel like i couldn't giver a crap , but then i remembered that i've been crying like this for the passt 3 years , missing my mom , and little sister,and my grandparents ... and last night i felt like i needed my best friend there cuz the shaky feeling of being lost had found my lonely tears and my crying sore , but saddly i've lost that.... so know i am here thinking of what tod o with myself...i have plenty of friedns , well sort of but my main group consist of Nae,Melee,Sam,Emma,Caro,.....and thats about it .... the others are just friends or accaintences..... to be honest these five are what give me that amazing scaryness about me ><

Pce&Love
Maree